i once found my ocean. it was beautiful but i drowned in it. i came back to the surface perfect island it was always the place where i belong then and now but it is surrounded by oceans i find another ocean as i walk through this island now, i'm on the edge of this island i want to run to the different ocean once again fresh but also deep unfortunately, it pushes me at the same time, the land doesn't pull me i choose to stay here, neither ocean nor land will i drown again?
Because right now You're stuck like in quicksand. You're drained like in desert. You can't see anything clearly because you're in sandstorm. All you see are just illusions .